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Belated Bdae Celeb for QAD!

Metup with my dearies ytd for Von's belated bdae celeb...

Had lunch @Swensen's and I had my curry chix baked rice finally~ Not as nice though...

Then we proceed on for BC 10,000.. Movie wasn't that bad. Just felt that the movie is kinda like... no objective.. haha~ nvm~

Then off we go to Hong Kong cafe for a tea... Hehe~ Wrong move la.. All 3 of us ain't that hungry though I do think I am.. End up I can't finish my food too... And those 2 girls start to take photos with the granny turtle, which is actually e bdae gift from us to vonnie...

And we embark on our shopping after we took some neoprints.. Hehe~ Both of them seems to be in a good shopping mode.. Both have got good buys... I am in e mood but my wallet no mood la.. Sadded... nvm~ next time then...

The whole day is pretty spirit lifting and I did go home feeling very happy.. haha~ but it didn't last long. If any of u read my prev entry would know I got into something bad at home again.. But forget it la.. Just ranting.. am ok alr.. =) Aites... Pics on the next coming post ~ =)

It gets too tiring....

When I have to be a...

- daughter
- sister
- friend
- colleague
- pharmacy technician
- caregiver
- role model

it gets too tiring....

However when I have to be a....

- filial daughter
- giving sister
- best friend
- proactive colleague
- responsible pharmacy technician
- compassionate pharmacy technician
- good role model

And again within each role there are so many other character you and I have to play. The angel, the baddie, the leader, the scapegoat and etc. I really really admire those who can play everything so well from the bottom of my heart.

And I admit I can't handle this well. It felt too overwhelming for oneself or should I say, myself.

The burden is so heavy that I wonder.

When can I be myself? A 'myself' that is true to my ownself.

Why do I always feel I am living for the others and not myself.

I am feeling so small (literally) and jaded that I felt I don't belong to myself anymore. 迟早有一天，我真地会疯掉。。。

HAPPY BURFDAE QAD!

Dearest QAD! Happy birthday!!! Anyway after confirming with CE whether he let us to put the tou in his car, we decided not to give u the initial present... So please tell us what u want la... k? Hehe! We shall continue the love on the 22nd! Happy birthday once again!!!

My boss..

'I am very fair one right.....'

'Ehh.... Hai hao la.....'

'I am not prejudiced against the youngsters'

'No you're not, only when any problem arises... The youngsters will be the 1st line suspect only....No la.. you;re not prejudiced, blame it on the fact that we're that INEXPERIENCED'

'You know ah.... We need to isolate the rotten apple... We cannot put the rotten apple together with fresh apples right....'

'Often when 1 is rotten, he/she will not know.. So if I tell u u're really rotten, what will u do.. And by the way, whose the rotten apple you're referring to?'

Conclusion: My boss/es is extremely fucked up in the ass. This convo is just like what... 5% of e whole convo... KNS~

o.k.a.e

I am feeling better alr.... All I need is to rant, rmb? =)

I am so gg to catch Koizora (恋空)~ My mIRC kaki back from the 2000 days came raving about how much she cried for this movie.. Hehe~ I shall catch it soon.... (http://koizora-movie.jp/index.html)

ANyway this is a really random post... So ya.... bye~

update: tudou has got koizora.... =D

p/s: anyone want to go n watch it with me? heard tt its a tearjerker though...