Thursday, April 10, 2008

Looking forward!

Chalet short getaway is coming! Can't wait la.. Need a breather badly!

TKA is ending in like 3 weeks time? SO SAD CAN!!

And ya, I am having mixed feelings about school now... Can't wait for it to start and can't wait for it to end too... Sigh

Out...

Sunday, April 6, 2008

TKA Epi 17 synopsis (in Chinese)

第17集

在醫院裡,湘琴立志要當直樹的好幫手,熙恆醫生是直樹的指導醫生。但直樹卻比他受歡迎。

開刀時,湘琴當杜澤森的助手,狀況連連,不但怕看開刀還太過緊張把鉗子刺到杜澤森的手。這讓大家懷疑她的能力,湘琴也對自己失去信心。
一夜突然有車禍病患上門,直樹明知實習醫生不能開刀,但還是當機立斷要替病患開刀,在人員不足下要求湘琴當助手,湘琴臨危授命緊張萬分,也擔心著直樹的前途……

開刀時湘琴還是慌慌張張的,但在直樹帶領下,湘琴看見直樹的專業與專注,湘琴終於當了個稱職的護士。術後,湘琴對直樹讚嘆,這時直樹卻抱住湘琴,直樹這時才顯露出初次醫治重症病患的害怕。

由於直樹自行替病患開刀,醫院開懲處會議,直樹認為自己是為救病患沒錯,眼看就要懲處直樹,在門外偷聽的湘琴衝入替直樹說話,加上護士主任清水說情,肯定直樹的醫術,醫生們討論後決定只罰直樹寫悔過書。

裕樹找直樹談,問他怎麼會喜歡湘琴,直樹說自己可以做到世界上 90 %的事,而剩下 10

%自己作不到的事,湘琴卻可以做到。直樹說裕樹對好美的心情就是在吃醋。
裕樹到好美學校門口等好美,與好美開誠布公說自己聽見好美說自己沒男友,好美說因為覺得自己不是裕樹女友才會這麼說,感覺不到裕樹喜歡她。裕樹吻好美,向好美告白,兩人正式交往。

直樹在醫院工作勞累,回到家還要看湘琴的看護計畫,沒有休息時間。
在醫院,阿金抱著燙傷的克莉絲汀要直樹醫治,阿金發現只要一有問題,直樹還是最值得依賴的人。

湘琴發現直樹工作繁忙,身心壓力大,但是身為妻子湘琴卻什麼也沒作,湘琴自責。於是湘琴精心料理便當,帶到醫院給直樹,卻從樓梯跌下,直樹護住湘琴而被壓傷昏迷,湘琴大驚。

急診室外,湘琴因使直樹受傷而焦急擔憂,後來才發現直樹是小腿骨折,昏迷是因為直樹缺少休息營養不足。湘琴自願負起責任照顧直樹,但湘琴的照料只是讓直樹更累,湘琴私下替直樹收下直樹的工作,偷偷替直樹分勞寫這些病歷報告,要讓直樹安靜休養。

湘琴也因為護士工作加上分擔直樹的工作,因而身體不適,終於在醫院昏倒,於是作了一次醫療諮詢。

其他醫師來質問直樹的病歷報告,直樹這時知道湘琴幫他作這些工作,直樹怪湘琴把事情作糟,湘琴泣訴自己的無能,但她的作為都是為了直樹好,直樹體認湘琴的用心,怪自己沒能力接好自己妻子才會受傷,這次住院讓他明白患者的心情與湘琴堅強的看護
GOSH GOSH! Yu shu and Hao mei offically together... Bah!!
And it's ending soon... Sian-ed.. Gonna have those withdrawal syntopms
again!! I
STILL CANT WAIT LA!!

I can't wait la!!!

CAN THEY KISS AGAIN EPISODE 17 BE UPLOADED NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, April 4, 2008

Mummy's Girl 是也!!

总觉得我好像是人家掌控着的傀儡。没有一丝自己的选择自由的余地。自己的自由也完全被掌控着。出去聚餐也得看脸色,也得撒个谎。这样下去,任何人都会累垮。

难道我现在不是为了自己而活吗? 感觉上我做的每一件事都是为了敷衍,应酬别人的意思和想法。 慢慢的,自己的自我与及思想也活活的被吞没了。

我也发现我正在承担的压力是完全我为了不要起争执而产生的。可是渐渐的, 又为了避开争执发生更多的口角。我又从没尝试过说出我的感受? 尝试了,换来的却是更多的冷言冷语。这也让我觉得其实我的存在会让人感到更不高兴。我知道这些想法是很傻, 不过如果你们也换个角度来看我的人生, 在何时我做的决定真的是为我自己想呢? 说多,事情更多。那又何必说出我到底想什么呢? 算了,就如我以前说过的,就让我在这属于我自己的私人空间法个牢骚吧... 我也会渐渐得学会如何处理自己的想法与及感受。

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

好累。。。

It get too tiring when you don't know why you're working so hard for...

It gets too tiring when no one appreciate.recognise but make u a scapegoat instead..

Sigh... My job rocks to e core la! I so love my job. I shall really aim for the long service award! My career goal shall be a Pharmacy Executive in 15 years time. ZZZ

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

I DONT WANT TO WORK!

I HATE TO WORK!~

I HATE MY JOB!~

ARGH!~

Anyway it feels nice to meetup with my girlies after work la.. LoL~ QAD, next time when we meetup come to TPY and we go tamp tog la... =X

Nitez world!~ This is a pointless entry!

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Photos Log~*!









Belated Bdae Celeb for QAD!

Metup with my dearies ytd for Von's belated bdae celeb...

Had lunch @Swensen's and I had my curry chix baked rice finally~ Not as nice though...

Then we proceed on for BC 10,000.. Movie wasn't that bad. Just felt that the movie is kinda like... no objective.. haha~ nvm~

Then off we go to Hong Kong cafe for a tea... Hehe~ Wrong move la.. All 3 of us ain't that hungry though I do think I am.. End up I can't finish my food too... And those 2 girls start to take photos with the granny turtle, which is actually e bdae gift from us to vonnie...

And we embark on our shopping after we took some neoprints.. Hehe~ Both of them seems to be in a good shopping mode.. Both have got good buys... I am in e mood but my wallet no mood la.. Sadded... nvm~ next time then...

The whole day is pretty spirit lifting and I did go home feeling very happy.. haha~ but it didn't last long. If any of u read my prev entry would know I got into something bad at home again.. But forget it la.. Just ranting.. am ok alr.. =) Aites... Pics on the next coming post ~ =)

It gets too tiring....

When I have to be a...

- daughter
- sister
- friend
- colleague
- pharmacy technician
- caregiver
- role model

it gets too tiring....

However when I have to be a....

- filial daughter
- giving sister
- best friend
- proactive colleague
- responsible pharmacy technician
- compassionate pharmacy technician
- good role model

And again within each role there are so many other character you and I have to play. The angel, the baddie, the leader, the scapegoat and etc. I really really admire those who can play everything so well from the bottom of my heart.

And I admit I can't handle this well. It felt too overwhelming for oneself or should I say, myself.

The burden is so heavy that I wonder.

When can I be myself? A 'myself' that is true to my ownself.

Why do I always feel I am living for the others and not myself.

I am feeling so small (literally) and jaded that I felt I don't belong to myself anymore. 迟早有一天,我真地会疯掉。。。

Saturday, March 15, 2008

HAPPY BURFDAE QAD!

Dearest QAD! Happy birthday!!! Anyway after confirming with CE whether he let us to put the tou in his car, we decided not to give u the initial present... So please tell us what u want la... k? Hehe! We shall continue the love on the 22nd! Happy birthday once again!!!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

My boss..

'I am very fair one right.....'

'Ehh.... Hai hao la.....'

'I am not prejudiced against the youngsters'

'No you're not, only when any problem arises... The youngsters will be the 1st line suspect only....No la.. you;re not prejudiced, blame it on the fact that we're that INEXPERIENCED'

'You know ah.... We need to isolate the rotten apple... We cannot put the rotten apple together with fresh apples right....'

'Often when 1 is rotten, he/she will not know.. So if I tell u u're really rotten, what will u do.. And by the way, whose the rotten apple you're referring to?'

Conclusion: My boss/es is extremely fucked up in the ass. This convo is just like what... 5% of e whole convo... KNS~

Saturday, March 1, 2008

o.k.a.e

I am feeling better alr.... All I need is to rant, rmb? =)

I am so gg to catch Koizora (恋空)~ My mIRC kaki back from the 2000 days came raving about how much she cried for this movie.. Hehe~ I shall catch it soon.... (http://koizora-movie.jp/index.html)

ANyway this is a really random post... So ya.... bye~

update: tudou has got koizora.... =D

p/s: anyone want to go n watch it with me? heard tt its a tearjerker though...

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

一个不像家的家。。。

一个总是说我不为她着想,一个又总是不为大局着想。

她总是责备我说怎么我总是帮他说话。。

他又总是对我发牢骚说会什么她总是怀疑他。。。

她总是对我哭诉说她又多累,怎么我一点都不体谅她。。。

他又总是对我说会什么她总是那个老样子,她最好不要得寸进尺, 不然你会让她后悔。。

她也总是说她自己一个人在战场, 没人支持她,没人相信她的想法。。。 生儿育女有个屁用。。。

他又总是一错再错,跟着让她不知所措。。。

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难道真的只有你们在煎熬吗?

难道只有你们俩觉得累吗?

难道我就没有资格说‘我累了’吗?




我并不是铁石心肠的,你们知道吗?




算了,不要理我。。。 让我发个牢骚吧。。。 不然我真的会疯掉。。。

Monday, February 25, 2008

加油!

亲爱的!要加油!一切只不过是一个开始,要走的路还长的很... 所以要撑着!我相信当你需要人听你诉苦, 西瓜与我都会很乐意的!所以,我不管怎样都要撑着! 加油, 在加油!!!

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

A day to unwind~

Well, today's my leave and I went out to town with Sze hui to unwind...

A buffet lunch @ Kuishinbo

KBox session from 2pm tp 7pm... (Blardy worth it.... 12 pieces of nuggets, free flow of coke/sprite, fruits & tidbits just @ $14.50 nett per person...)

Shopping after tt...

Shiok or not...

But my wallet is very sad now.. ZZZ~

Monday, February 18, 2008

I am in a big shit dilemma again...

Damn la.... Szehui just smsed me telling me abt hor the gahment decided to fund part time degrees by UniSIM starting from July... Fish man... And its up to 40% of subsidy la!
And for the growth divendends.. YM.. for your info/understanding..
And from the UniSIM student email....
"Dear UniSIM students
We are pleased to inform you that today (15 February 2008), in the budget speech in Parliament, the Singapore Government announced its decision to provide funding for study of part-time degree programmes awarded by NUS, NTU, SMU and UniSIM.This is part of the broader national plan to promote continuing education and training among the Singapore workforce and shall be applicable to new and existing students studying under UniSIM degree programmes from July 2008.
Implementation details are still being worked out at this point. Further announcements will be made once the details are finalised. We thank you for your patience."
Here's an excerpt from CNA article:
"Those who wish to pursue a part-time course particularly at the three
public-funded universities and UniSIM, can expect a 40 percent subsidy for
course programmes from the Government."
TELL ME HOW... Continue to stick to my UOL or go UniSIM... 40% is really alot can? Imagine can save at least 10K leh.... Sian ah!!!!

Sunday, February 17, 2008

你 給 別 人 的 形 象


用直覺來回答下列問題,轉瞬間便知道自己在別人心中是怎樣的一個人了。

(1) 你會把自己比喻成哪種花香?
濃郁的花香 --> 去第2題
清淡的花香 --> 去第3題

(2) 你會選擇哪種香味的潤唇膏?
水果味 --> 去第4題
薄荷味 --> 去第5題

(3) 你會把自己比喻為哪種花束?
紅色系的花束(如紅色/粉紅色/橙色) --> 去第2題
非紅色系的花束(如白色/藍色/紫色) --> 去第5題

(4) 你跟意中人首次約會用什麼香水?
帶有甜味的花香 --> 去第6題
清爽的水果香味 --> 去第7題

(5) 你較喜歡哪種味道?
盛夏乾燥的草味 --> 去第4題
雨後濕淋淋的草味 --> 去第7題

(6) 玫瑰和百合,你較喜歡哪種香味?
玫瑰 --> 去第8題
百合 --> 去第9題

(7) 你剛發現一瓶新款洗頭水,你十分喜歡它的味道,那瓶子的形狀是怎樣的?
圓形 -->去第6題
長身形 --> 去第10題

(8) 當你情緒低落時,哪種味道最能撫慰你的心靈?
花香 --> 去第11題
森林的味道 --> 去第12題

(9) 你在收視超高的劇集中看見一個香包,收O什麼顏色?
紫色 --> 去第8題
紅色 --> 去第12題

(10) 市面剛推出了一種全新的香草味雪糕,你的看法是什麼?
相當引人注意 --> 去第9題
不太引人注意 --> 去第13題

(11) 下列哪種味道會勾起你懷念的感覺?
麵包香味 --> 去第14題
大自然的味道 --> 去第15題

(12) 如果月亮的光輝會發出味道,你嗅到後會聯想起下列哪組形容詞?
刺激/燦爛奪目/香味四溢 --> 去第11題
沉鬱/弧獨/踏實/安靜 -->去第15題

(13) 你較喜歡哪種香味?
香料 --> 去第12題
茶香 --> 去第16題

(14) 你對體味的看法是?
非常討厭 --> 去第17題
如果是自己喜歡的味道就沒有關係 --> 去第18題

(15) 你覺得什麼香味較有助提神?
柑橘香 --> 去第14題
薄荷香 -->去第18題

(16) 你喜歡異性身上有哪種香味?
香水味 --> 去第15題
自然肥皂 --> 去第19題

(17) 想起遊樂場,你會想起哪種味道?
牛奶及葡萄 --> 去第20題
甜甜的糖果 --> 去第21題

(18) 如果要在房間燃點香薰,你喜歡哪一種形狀的香薰?
三角錐形 --> 去第17題
棒狀 --> 去第21題

(19) 你對於香水的看法是?
非常喜歡 --> 去第18題
不算十分喜歡 --> 去第22題

(20) 對於嬰兒使用的肥皂系列香味有什麼看法?
喜歡 --> A 型
不是特別喜歡 --> B 型

(21) 你知道自己的味道嗎?
不知道 --> 去第20題
知道 --> C 型

(22) 喜歡皮革的味道嗎?
喜歡 --> 去第21題
討厭 --> D 型


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*~ 解 析 ~*

◆ A. 你是屬於水果香形象你充滿自由愉悅的氣息,總是沉溺左遊樂場當中,像個天真無邪的孩子。有你在的地方,整個氣氛都會興奮起來,所以你是聚會中不可或缺的人物。

雖說你個性開朗,受到大部份人的喜愛,但別人一般認為難以跟你成為親密好友,即是說,你給人的印象只是個搞笑能手。有些人覺得你愛玩弄別人,依賴性又強,所以不太願意親近你。不過,真正的你其實十分成熟穩重,正因透徹了解你的人不多,所以知己朋友也相當少。

◆ B. 你是屬於東方花香形象你擁有強烈的自我意識及自己的世界,不會被他人玩弄於股掌之間,會利用自己的力量積極地達成願望,給人有熱情的印象。你不會跟朋友糾纏不清,再加上給人單獨行動的印象,圍繞在你週遭的人都會覺得你是一個「帶有神秘色彩的人物」。

「神秘感」有時是相當有魅力的意思,但是人們對於你嚴密的防備以及自命清高的態度,感覺無法輕鬆地與你對談而覺得你難以應付。甚而變成非必要不跟你接觸,對你敬而遠之的傾向。真正的你其實是相當溫柔的,但是除非是與你相當親近的,否則是無法注意到你的優點。

◆ C. 你是屬於草香形象你擁有非常堅強的意志,不依賴他人,給人獨來獨往的印象。你擁有旺盛的好奇心與豐富的感受性,是個過著知性生活的現代人。驟看下你是個自命清高,不好相處的人,但是一旦跟你交談後,就知道你很好相處,等到交情加深之後,就更知道你其實擁有很爽快的個性。

你所擁有的中性化魅力,讓你不論在男性團體或女性團體都大受歡迎,不過你不喜歡讓人看到你脆弱的一面。你外表上看來也許很冷靜,但實際上卻是熱情如火。能夠知道你真正本性的人,才能夠跟你天長地久地交往下去。

◆ D. 你是屬於花香形象你總是給人樂觀、積極和勇於面對困難的感覺,而且溫柔優雅,很懂得為他人設想,給人非常擅長維繫人際關係的印象。這樣的你讓人感到既堅強又脆弱,尤其是你那關懷體貼的包容力,更讓人覺得你相當有魅力,很值得信賴。

你長期給人認為你是個「拜託做事絕不會拒絕」的人,所以特別容易讓依賴心強、只顧自己利益的人利用。這些人因為看中你細心隨和的一面,所以會故意親近你,然後借故佔你便宜。


So whats yours? Hehe~ I'm type A though... =]

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Unprepared, that is...

Well well, BTT on monday and I am not even 20% prepared for the test. heck la.. Everything is like so dry and boring....

CNY visiting tmr is off due to poor attendance, looks like its gonna be another year of wait....
-brb.. nose bleeding-

Alrite... Went off to slack with kymmie after work today... Haha~ Funny girl la... We were like so crappy and tired thru out the day. But enjoyed myself.. Kinda unwind.. Thanks girl.... And we have got an idea to start some online thinggy.... Lets hope it can get on track soon!

Kymmie looking at the girl whose sitting at e next seat...


And yes! I am gonne be $400 richer with the Growth divendends. This is what SGP is good at right? =P

Alrite.. signing off now... Really cant wait for sch to start in Aug... Sigh... Give me another hols b4 sch start please!

Sunday, February 10, 2008

What a CNY~

This CNY must have been an eventful one... Esp with the infamous sex scandal updates everywhere.. Not sure if it is gg to end soon, but do hope the culprit have some conscience at least to let those female artistes off.. It will really be very hard on them in the future since their reputation is totally tarnish already...

Went off for a K session ytd with my babes.. Heh heh~Think we really cannot tk buffet. We really did not eat much.... And the K session is shorten to 3 hours instead of 4 just because KBox is very busy and crowded... Bah~ Cheat money!

After K we went to walk ard.. wanted to go for hot choco @ Mac, but too crowded la... So ended up at Hongkong cafe for a short chat before parting.... Sigh.. when can we go for our next K session?

Seriously hope I can go back to my student days... They're so much carefree, I always dread growing up. I never want to imagine the days when my loved ones will leave me 1 by 1. Simply cant bear the thuoght of it... Can I remain a 18 years old forever? Sigh...

Some peektures me and my babes took ytd~

Friday, February 8, 2008

Job statisfaction

Something I learn from a colleague who had just started school in UniSIM. I find this formula rather meaningful..

Job Satisfaction ( y ) = f{x1 + x2 + x3 ..} , where the independent variable ( x ) can be salary, career progress, colleagues ..

Make sense right? But the more I look at it, the more I am convinved I should leave my job. Sigh. Talked to my mum again, looks like she's shaken from my uncle's comment (yet again). Got quite sick when she don't really trust my judgement. What to do. As much as I want to resign, I have got no new job, how to resign?! Sian....