Monday, June 9, 2008
I want to travel too!
Sze Hui is planning for a Japan trip next yr....
When will my next overseas trip come?!?!?!??!!
Seriously, I think chance of my gg overseas next yr June is like.. 50% 50% only... SIGH!
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Gek Sim Ah...
HO SEH BO!
Let me recap the reason why I did not choose UniSIM over SIM-UOL earlier on.
- No Direct Honours/Honours
- Course fee as expensive as compared to SIM Global Education
- No accountancy. There's finance, but not really what I want to try.
Now? They're starting a degree program - Bacherlor of Accountancy (Hons). With 40% subsidy and industrial internship. GEK SIM AH!
And what, UniSIM accountancy will be studying FRS (Financial Reporting Standard) under SIngapore Standard. SIM-UOL will be studying FRS under UK standard....
AND WHAT'S MORE! UniSIM's Accountancy is awaiting accreditation from ACCA & ICPAS (Singapore Official Body for CPA - Certified Public Accountant). SIM-UOL A&F grads will need to go through with ACCA level 3 examinations or ICPAS professional examinations again before we can be a CPA in 3 years time. And in order to take ACCA level 3 exams and/or ICPAS professional exams, I must take certain modules in SIM-UOL. Sian not?!
And I think there's a high chance for UniSIM's application for accreditation to be approved since the 5 firms cooperating with them is pretty prestigious, considering that 1 of the Big 4 auditing firm - KPMG is one of the partners.
Haiz... Suan le....Let me be gek sim a bit more.... Then I need to get ready for school already.
SIAN AH~!
Friday, June 6, 2008
原来我什么都不想要。。。
School will officially starts on the 8th July for me. Not looking forward. So many people out there is telling me how tough it will be. How I will not cope with a full time job and school. How I will definitely suffer. Thank people, I understand all of you is trying to prepare me for what is coming, actually I don't need so much of all these constant reminders for now. All I need is you all to be there (maybe for a K session? =P ) if ever 1 day I really can't take the stress anymore.
And for the people who have been telling me I am not a material for studying, and I am not supposed to be so infilial to continue studying. I should be working and provide for my parents. Thank you too. You/Both of you have been a great help. You've let me realise how infilial, irresponsible and selfish I am. However I have got my own plannings. And coming from a not-so-well-to-do family should not deprive me the chance to study right? Why should a degree programe be catered to the rich ones only? Furthermore, I am providing for my own degree. I am still contributing to my household expenditures. I am still trying to fulfil the filial piety duties as much as I can. So can you (2) please leave some space for me? I am trying, really. I know I am really selfish to only think of myself. But all I want is a passport for me to search a better paying job to provide for my folks and myself. I hope I am not wrong holding on to this thought. So for the time being, please get off my back. And let me live my life as my own. I don't need your judgement for now, and maybe even in the future. I hereby sincerely thank you in advance.
Monday, June 2, 2008
Haiz~
And, I am so tempted to start my stationary shopping!!
And QAD, I hope all goes on well for you. And I really hope 1 day nothing could stop us and just let us leave the shithole we're in now. =)
*Joanna, today your aunt actually asked me if I know u.. haha~ Anyway if she say my attitude not very good... Tell her to pardon me ah... Met a few of nasty patients just before her.. LoL~ And in any case, how did she recognise me? Don't tell me you told her 'very easy to recognise one... the big big round round jiu shi le....' =X hahaha~
Sunday, June 1, 2008
It's a steal!
Friday, May 30, 2008
When life took a sharp turn...
Work's still e same. Black sheep(s) here and there as usual. I can only say, empty vessels make the most noise. So think, before you speak. People will judge you by the messages you're conveying be it if that's your intention or not. Period.
Course briefing tmr, the fact that I am starting school soon is setting into me already. I am not feeling jittery but dreadry instead. Maybe I shld just kick the thought of wanting to resign in my mind and concentrate on other more important things. (LONG SERVICE AWARD!!! ^____^)
Am gonna stop here. Xing Guang Da Dao in a hour time. =D
Thursday, May 22, 2008
I miss Taiwannnn~
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
WDNYYDDX (Figure it out yourself =P )
Mood @ work have been rather good. Or maybe not good la. Just that I am more enthusiastic over drugs dispensing... Something is very wrong with me.. But oh wellll, it still beat being totally turn off-ed for dispensing right?
I guess my PMS period is over. 3 cheers for me pleaseeee. =D Guess its really one of the worse moodswings I ever had... Since its over, who cares! =D
And on a even happier note, I am gg for KBox, Kuishinbo session soon!! Say goodbye to money and hello to sinful happiness!! (^_^)
今天有一点high过头。其实有很多真经事要打出来的。 不过我想了想,觉得可能真的是我多心。所以也没去放在心上。过了就算了。因为。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。 我是一个好人!!!! =D
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Is power de lor..
IS POWER DE LORRR.....
Sunday, May 18, 2008
For a moment..
Not pms-ing yet I felt like I am pms-ing...
Feeling very down yet I don't know the reason why....
Felt like talking to someone yet I don't want to talk...
Can I just make up my mind what I want? Urgh...
Ignore me..
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Bloghopped~
Was bloghopping and I see this statement said by this particular person/blogger... It's so freaking true la.. This kinda pple exist everywhere! Just because they are older they will always think their opinions is right... WTH is gg on in their brain/mind? Does the number of years living on planet earth equates to how intelligent you will be? Even with high IQ, it will be as bad if you have nil EQ.
One eg of such person, that freaking p.cist at my workplace. But anyway, I have met a lot of people like this in my life so far. So what can I do when dealing with them? Can only be superficial. Smile, nod, agree and don't talk except for some response for the sake of not being so rude. ZZZ!~ This sucks la.... I am becoming so superficial. But come and think about it, I don't even bother to be 'polite' to the p.cist at my workplace. No point la... He will never get what I am saying anyway.
Ah, whatever. Back to youtube and my dinner.. Bye.
[9pm update: Jan, my 6th sense is right la... =) ]
Friday, May 16, 2008
Let us...
I can't help but to really feel for the people there... sigh...
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Hectic days ahead....
Have been doing a lot of thinking these days. Or rather reflection. Realise I could have treat the people around me with more sincerity... At times I find myself so superficial, which I can't even take it myself. I also find that I am rather self-centered. Yeah, I hope I can be a better person.
Been trying to be nice to everyone at work (except for that irritating 2, cant be bothered with them). With all the pleases, thank yous & sorrys. It can really get tiring at times when you know people around you is so particular about all these. Sometimes I can't help but to felt that these pleases and thank yous make the people interaction so shallow and prevent it from developing into something with more depth.
But a person's mind and thoughts are amazing isn't it? All of us is given the same things at birth. Maybe some are less fortunate with birth defects. However most of us being similar at birth, actually managed to 'morphed' into an individual so different from one another. Intellectual wise, looks wise, emotional wise etc... How can one mindset differ so much? How can 1 so empathetic with animals and 1 so cruel to throw kittens/puppies down from 12th storey etc etc... (just an example.. though i do know pple who throw cats down.... )
I do not know what set me to think about all these. I am rather perplexed by the complexity of human emotions. Those emotions is still the main culprit/driving force for us to do something good/bad isn't it? Isn't there a way for us to control how we feel? Like the remote control in the movie 'Click' that can rewind/fast forward the events of life... I would want a remote control to control one's emotion... for a good cause. =D
Anyway I shall stop here. Somehow or rather, I find my post very pointless and random. Right?
Bye....
(let me healthy asap, please. let my back, cough, sore throat, runny nose back to normal when i wakes up tmr. =D GYMM please... =D )
Sunday, May 4, 2008
I want to....
I'm like... so not in the mood for work...
My RELC package is laying on my comp desk for sooooooooooooooooo long already and I have yet to open up and read through it....
I am feeling so so so so bored can!
Actually I have got some thoughts to pen it down.. But I am rather lazy to do so.. So I'll blog about it the next time when I have got the mood to do so...
Before I go, I just want to say...
SCREW ALL THOSE WHATSOEVER ACCREDITATION!!!! ZZZZZ
Saturday, April 26, 2008
I am ok...
Things at home is extremely gloomy... I dont know how to let them know I am feeling lost, confused too... I guess they will never come to terms that I DO FEEL STRESSED UP BY THEIR MATTERS TOO...
As much as you want my comments, you all aint willing to listen. What you all expect from me?
When I say I shall care no more. What you all want, you all go decide yourself. Now I become the bad person. What you all want from me? What you all want me to say to you? Can just type out a script? I will just act out for you. I am feeling tired AS WELL.
If only they can read what I am typing here..
Of course I would hope that things can become MUCH better... But when both is not willing to listen. And both think their support (me) is not helping them and making them feel like unwanted in the family, things will not become better...
我真的不想管了。。。
I am ok, no worries. Guess I am done with my update. Ciaoz~
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
So contradicting..
Yesterday morning started off really bad with an extremely heavy rain... Were thinking of my really slippery sandals... Luckily my dad agreed to send me to the TP busstop... Then followed by massive jams despite the fact that I went out 15 mins earlier than usual, I reached tpy inter like 20 mins later than usual..
My 'glorious' arrival at the TPY inter is accompanied by a really nice fall on my back... Guess this fall really mark the worse slip/fall so far... The pain is... I dont know how to describe.... I can't sit at all can... Maybe I can, but the getting up part is really torturous.... My colleagues' guess is tt I had hurt my tailbone/spine.. dunno la... It still hurts..
Now I can't lie down. I cant sit... Alrite, not so bad.. I can sit n lie down.. Just that it isnt easy... I kept on waking up in e middle of the night due to the pain and discomfort... Now, as much as I wan to keng MC... I would rather to be at work now... Sigh..
And ya, I will be off to the polyclinic to see e Dr later... Not sure if I would need a X-ray... I seriously hope its nothing serious! Sigh.. Suay la....
I guess my last 36 bucks to survive till 25th will be depleted by today.. Bless me pls..
-outz-
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Pondering...
Can't wait for Epi 19 to be screen tmr~
Am still considering whether to try for the position Von told me abt... Too many things to consider.. Of course for people who know me well have already given up hopes on me... I am too fickle minded alr... WOrry for too many things that is like not impt... Like what 1 of my colleague say, if I cont to think so much, I will definitely get the Long Service Award from NHG. (Provided I'm not being sacked la... =p)
The Annual Performance Appraisal is coming soon.. Not that I am very bothered by what my superiors gonna say about me. It's not gg to be positive anyway. I can even dream on for wanting a decent testimonial before I leave. However, I am more concern over the money I will get... Imagine if I get a C this year, I am only entitled to 0.25 of certain bonus components la... Sian... If only I do not need to worry so much on the finance for my studies....
Was talking to Regina regarding some issues on growing up... I guess its really like what I seen/heard from somwhere... A person emotion throughout the life is like a 'U' shape.... You start off high, feeling good with all attention being showered on you. And its gradually goes down the slope when responsibilites start to weigh down on our shoulders. Problems from friends, family, your loved one, work start to weigh our heart as well... As you grow older, your kids are grown up and started their own family, your burden then slowly got offloaded 1 by 1. Then you start to feel happier in the golden years of life.
However on 2nd thought, as you feel happier in the later part of life. Does it seems that your own responsibilities are being offloaded onto someone else shoulder? Then the whole vicious cycle continues.. Sigh...
As much as I rant, complain about anything or anyone in my life. I also cant imagine if anyone or any of such disappear from my life. Alright... I guess its more of the people...
So conclusion, thanks to anyone out there who have left their footprints in my life. Even if we are no longer friends, no longer talk to each other. I would hope that there will be 1 day we can still talk when we bump into each other on the streets. But as of now, I hope every single one of u is happy with their life.
And to those whom is still with me. I love all of you. =)
SIan de lor....
I want to cut/trim my hair la....
I want to tidy up my room la....
I want to get MC for tmr la...
BUT....
TOO LAZY LA~
ARGH! Out...
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
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